2008?

I was looking for a watch for Dad while in KL, and gosh, a "timepiece illiterate" me had no idea why those watches are so expensive. Brands such as Bell & Ross, Maurice Lacroix, and some other French/Swiss names had never came across my path, until those 2 days I was roaming around shops looking for a descent timepiece for my old man... Well, I got a nice one. I think he deserves it.

While I was roaming around, I had something in my mind. How nice if there's a timepiece which can stop  time, and may be rewind it (no fast forward thank you, cause I still want my life in control). Reminds me so much of the movie "Click". Silly guy he was, but a well lesson taught through a dream. Indeed, I would say he's a lucky man to be taught such a big lesson in such a short dream, relatively of course.

Haven't really had bad dreams like those I had in Sydney, but don't know how it came back 2 days ago. For the last 2 days I had been having marathon kind of dreams, dreaming of spending time with some of the people who seldom cross my mind. Well, some of them do always cross my mind, but I just didn't believe the combination of people in the same dream at the same time and in the same place. OK, pretend that I am talking crap cause I really don't know how to describe the dream. Alas...

Well, another month gone for 2008. Why time passes by so quickly? Can't I just pause it for a while during my happier moments? Or may be rewind back to some of my happy moments and let it roll again? Am waiting for that timepiece. Go scientists. I'll wait till the day u guys come up with something extraordinary...

Blabs...

You Blogging Bastard!!!

I think the blogging bugs just jumped from Silver Lion's body to mine... Or may be they flew all the way from Kuching, thanks to Kenny Sia...

I don't think I'll ever be as good as them in blogging... Instead of writing a blog for the Audience, I think this blog is more for myself. Sometimes it's really good to let it out here, than to let it out to some innocent Audience...

I had one of the best dinners on Wednesday night... The environment was right, the food was yummy, the beer was smooth, and most importantly, the company was extraordinary... I guess dinners like that doesn't come by everyday... So hope that the piece of brain cell which is keeping this memory will not die off so fast, so that I can remember it as long as I can... I really had a good night...

You won't get the "clap" if you don't put both your hands together. So it means in order to get a "clap", your left hand must be willing to go together with your right, and bang a "clap" out of it. But what if your left hand refuses to move at all? And the right hand has been swinging all over the place, just to get a chance to make that "clap" with the left? That sounds so much like somebody. How silly he had been. 

You are really silly, you know? You're being looked down, you pathetic idiotic Bipolar Disorder bastard!

A person with Bipolar Disorder should just be alone until he's totally free of bugs... They are really dangerous items... But I know there's a cure for it... But that cure doesn't work on all the Bipolar Disorder people... It might only work on one particular person... And I know the cure for him... He just has to wait, till the day that Left meets Right...

Arios...

Blogging?

When was the last time I blogged? Hehehe... Must be long time ago... It's funny how life has been quite miserable, cause I can barely remember what happened in the last few months... Hahaha... Are my brain cells dying?

Speaking of dreams, I wonder what the average number of times a person gets to dream in the 7 nights of sleep in a week. 2 nights a week? May be 4? How about 7? It's OK to have dreams everynight, as long as you don't really remember what you were dreaming of when you wake up. But what if the dreams are all so real, that when wake up, your mind still lingers in the dream, refusing to accept that it was actually just a dream? Sounds complicated? But I guess our brain is that complicated, thanks to God's wonderful design.

Life is wonderful because there are still so many things around us which we don't actually know yet. Questions like, what happens to the mind of a person after he/she has died? Of course we all have different beliefs that lead us to believe that there must be something after we have died. But can people actually prove it? No... Unless you die and experience it, and come back to life to tell us the story... Obviously, there is no turning back after you're dead. A room for imagination? Hell yes... That's what makes life so interesting... Imagine one day we reach a point where we know all the stuff in the world, or universe, that there is no more room for improvement... Will life be more boring then??

To all the people out there, do you believe that there is a limit to everything? Say for example, if one day an aircraft can fly at the speed of light, and people around you say to you that that's the limit, will you actually choose to believe it? Or you are someone who always think that in this world, there is no such thing as a limit, and there is always room for improvements? Your teacher tells you that the gravity for earth is 9.81m/s2. Do you actually believe him/her, or you might think that the gravity of earth might change to some other figure in the future? Hahaha... Stupid question, but I guess there is a room for arguement there...

My brain hasn't been functioning well lately... May be the cells are dying, but anyway, I will treasure my moments on Earth, a used-to-be wonderful place created by God...

If one day some of my brain cells have died off, and it so happens that one of the cells is where I keep all my wonderful times with you, do forgive me... I might not be able to remember you through my brain, but trust me, I will remember you in my mind of the afterlife...

Take care...

I walk alone...

I shall be walking by myself from now on... Or have I been walking by myself all the while? Hhmmm... I am not sure... May be I should just shut up...

May be not...

I guess some people are just not meant to be in a relationship... It really takes lots of patience, love, tolerance, and most of all, effort... "Effort" might sound a bit materialistic nowadays, cause let's face it: To maintain a relationship, it takes an amount of $$$ and also work. You need money to bring a girl out for movies, dinners, and not forgetting gifts which they expect once in a while. Of course, money is not all, because they also expect you to make them feel touched (I meant, emotionally touched, not physically, you pervert!) by may be doing things which are romantic and unexpected, or surprising...

So for those GEEKS who can't understand what I was trying to say above, I'll give you this equation:

EFFORT = MONEY + WORK       or         E = M+W

Do you actually need a balance between MONEY and WORK?

If all you give is MONEY and no WORK, you might as well hire a full-time hooker, cause you can even forget about PATIENCE, LOVE, and TOLERANCE... Save you lots of troubles, eh? But again, not everybody can afford just MONEY and no WORK, cause it might be MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY instead of the normal MONEY, if you get what I mean...

But please, don't think that you will be our HERO in relationships, when you are trying to give all WORK and no MONEY... Argh, come on... Why did Centre Point, Wisma Merdeka, David Jones or Grace Bros exist in the first place, if there is no one spending MONEY in them? It's a fact that females know how to SHOP before they even know how to TALK. OK, let's face it: Even spending a night together eating French Crepes at Myer's also costs MONEY. Let's be real, real, real...

So, you need a balance. When I say BALANCE, it doesn't mean it has to be 50:50... Some girls might work on 50:50, but some might not... Some girls prefer to have a boyfriend who is more loaded, and care a bit less for his WORK... But some girls might have listened to too many bed-time stories told by their Mama or Papa when they were still sucking milk, that the Prince Charming will always overcome hardships if he WORKS hard, and the couple will live happily ever after...

Whichever way it is, I just wish all the guys out there all the best in their relationship, or relationships for some of them... As for me, I shall take a good break, cause I do not have the Force and Displacement to produce the amount of WORK needed to maintain a relationship...

I walk alone...     

Judgement Day...

Have you ever thought of what will happen after death? Some says that you'll get frames of flashback of you life, whereas some says your spirit will leave your body being a ghost, and there will be a scenario where you are actually looking at your dead physical body when you are dead. Scary eh? Ah well, I guess there's different versions with different religions... As for a typical Christian, we believe that we will be judged by God, either to be awarded the passage to Heaven, or a ticket to Hell..... Well, for Catholics, there's actually another place called the Purgatory, which is more like a PRE-Hell place...

For whatever it is, I am just curious how will God judge us when the Judgement Day comes? Will He send the Non-Christians to Hell, just because they are not Christians? What if some people who were never being introduced to God? Is it their fault that they do not know that God exists, just because the good news never reach them?

Sometimes I feel that it's tougher to be a Christian, than being a person who doesn't know that God exists... There's a difference between people who choose not to believe, and people who do not even know there is such beliefs. Let's put it in a scenario:

Larry is a Christian. He was born in a Christian family. So God was introduced to him, and he either choose to believe it or not. Let's say he believes, but he hasn't been doing things like a Christian at all... He sins (well, everyone does...) a lot, so when Judgement Day comes, where do you think he will end up in?

Barry is not a Christian. He is living in a place where religion doesn't exist. God was never being introduced to him. Well, he sins as well just as Larry does. But when Judgement Day comes, where should he end up in?

Complicated eh? My view: I don't think God will punish Barry, because it is not his fault for not being a believer in Christ, due to the fact that God was never being introduced to him. Whereas I think Larry will be punished, just because he knows he is not supposed to steal, not suppose to sleep with other people's wife, but he still does it due to temptations.

The whole point: Being a Christian is tough, because we know that there are things we can't do, and if we do them, we know God will punish us, and he will, cause we have been warned! But being someone who doesn't believe in God because they do not know He exists, I don't think God will punish them, because how are they going to be Christians, if God was never being introduced to them? I don't think God will punish people who hasn't been warned.

So to all the Christians out there... Good luck, because the World is getting more evil, and God has warned you, so BE GOOD, OK? Don't end up like me getting a Red ticket...

Ciao...